i figure it's time i told you guys why i've been on an unofficial hiatus for the past two and a half months. um, i don't know how to say this, so i'll just leave it as: i grew tired of this place. this, by no means, means that i grew tired of you guys. i suppose i could come up with excuses like rl and my dad and my family as a whole etc, but it's not entirely true and i don't feel comfortable telling the whole truth here. or anywhere else, truthfully. harhar.
i actually kind of moved journals. um, if you forgive me and want to remain friends (which i don't deserve because i've been a horrible friend myself), you can, um, pm me?
i do apologise about how shitty i've been and i wish all of you an advanced happy new year!
Did a small cut. Dead journals, we stopped talking, etc etc etc. It pains me to do so but I've been thinking about it for quite a long time. Hohum.
No hard feelings intended. Please don't go around being all 'D8< WTF SHE CUT ME!!!!!!11" because really, please. I'm not comfortable with having strangers around.
AND YOU GUYS, I HAD AN UNBELIEVABLY AWESOME DREAM OF JUNGSU LAST NIGHT. SRSLY. IT'S THE BEST THING THAT COULD HAVE EVER HAPPENED TO ME, IDEK. I THINK IT MUST BE BECAUSE I'D JUST SPENT ONE HOUR SPAMMING TEUKIE AND THE REST OF MY T-LIST WHEN IT TURNED 12 IN SEOUL. WHICH WOULD BE 11 PM IN SINGAPORE. IT WAS SO... SO... INCREDIBLE. /LOSS OF WORDS
It started out fairly normal. I dreamt that I was sitting in front of my laptop at my desk, as usual, watching Dream Team. (I think I must have been influenced by the subbed episodes of Dream Team + Hyuk stripping earlier on KBS World) Then Marry U came on and suddenly the sky turned dark. There was this... tree, that, now that I come to think of it, looked like the tree above, except much bigger. Jungsu was alone and he was singing along to Marry U AND THEN HE STARTED STRIPPING. I CANNOT EXPLAIN HOW MUCH THIS TURNED ME ON, OKAY, HE WAS POSING AGAINST THE TREE AND DOING THE POSE HE DOES AT THE START OF THE BONAMANA MV AND I REMEMBER THINKING "HOLY FUCK JUNGSU YOU SO FINE I'M GOING TO HAVE SUCH A FUN TIME TAKING SCREENCAPS". IT WAS SO, SO HOT AND HE WAS SO GODDAMN SEXY AKDL;SADJKS
And you know what the best thing is? The dream was the first thing I thought of when I woke up. :DDD Rachel gave me the .____. face when I told her BUT I DON'T CARE.
I love him so much. ;____; This be a beating heart.
Dreams Kangin/Leeteuk Romance; AU; PG-13 1998 words Leeteuk has vivid dreams, Kangin more often than not makes an appearance in them. Don't own them For sycoraxsnow, happy belated birthday bb, I'm sorry for taking so long. D:
Under the rain Eunhyuk/Donghae AU, romance, angst; PG-13 Don't own 'em. Warnings: Femslash, genderswitch. Notes: For catskilt because I promised her a sequel to Replacements to which I am too lazy have no inspiration for. ): Also for ruo_qi because she loves Hyukhae and is an awesome friend. Inspired by Beautiful - Donghae. Lyrics taken from here.
Wish upon a diamond ring Kangin/Leeteuk Romance, AU | PG-13 502 words Don't own them Notes: For prototypic because it's been a long time since we talked and it's awkward on msn.
Proclamations Kangin/Leeteuk Fluff | PG-13 Don't own them Notes: For sycoraxsnow because she writes osm Kangteuk and she deserves this. ♥ ... I know I said I'd write you crack, but... I can't write crack. So you'll get fluff instead. Cheer up bb. :3
Timewatcher Siwon/Sungmin Romance | PG-13 302 words Don't own them Notes: For lovingmydubu because we haven't talked properly in ages and I miss her (because she keeps ignoring me on msn ;__; or we don't talk enough - we used to be so close. /sigh) and I apparently missed her birthday in February. >__>